AT Day 99; LT Day 12
Miles Today: 15.29
LT Mile: 180.2
(Bamforth Ridge Shelter [tent])

I remember laying in my tent during the first week of the Appalachian Trail, thinking that it felt like I’d already been on trail for so long, but realizing that it would be so much longer still. I specifically remember thinking that I’ll probably be out here long enough that before it’s done I’ll be in triple digit days again. I haven’t been able to say that for 6 years. Not since the CDT.
And tomorrow will be 100 days.
It’s bitter-sweet knowing that I won’t be on the AT for my hundredth day of trail, but I’ve made peace with that, as well as many other things since starting on the 11th of April. I have no real way of celebrating. I looked for “100” candles at the store in our last trail town, but they didn’t have them, so I’ll have to go without.
Plinko and I discussed the idea of LSD for tomrrow, but the Long Trail has been so incredibly difficult and the hiking these last few days has been so technical that neither of us feel like it would be a great idea. So we’ll wait for the AT to jump back onto that boat. Maybe a bit of mushrooms to celebrate, but not much with the climbing we have ahead.
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I slept well last night–incredibly well. Woke to rain outside our window of our room at the Hyde Away, and thought we might have a bad day ahead of us. But the opposite ended up happening.
Simple but good breakfast downstairs with the Romanian guys I gave the coyote teeth to yesterday. Their names were Sergio and Atila. We talked a bit yesterday, but even more this morning over breakfast. I hope they get to see some of the Long Trail during their stay in Vermont. They’re close by and both of them want to experience a day on trail and a night in a shelter before they go back to Romania. I really hope they do.
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The hiking and the trail were wild today. Challenging and difficult don’t do justice to how different this trail has been compared to the Appalachian Trail. I had heard people say that this trail is more “technical” than the AT, but I didn’t agree with that statement until the last couple of days. The climbs are far more challenging than anything else on the AT and the condition of the trail itself is sometimes extremely tricky to get through.

It’s not just overgrown and rocky. It’s something totally different and unto itself.
Taking this route and leaving the AT were absolutely not the easiest way to get through this summer.

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Spent some hours listening to a podcast about social and personality disorders today. It talked about trauma that happens to us when we’re kids, and how it manifests through the rest of our lives if not properly addresses. It made me think about the ideas of nature and nurture. Made me think of how I came to be how I am and how some of the people in my life may have come to be who they are.
It was impossible not to think back on my ex fiancé and how people become who they are. I’ve spent a lot of miles trying to come to terms with things ending two years ago and trying to make sense of why it happened. Trying to understand why people do what they do. Trying to make sense of anything after it’s broken is maybe impossible. But I still spend uncountable miles and hours trying. It human.
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Today the trail was a lot of climbing. We summited three peaks, but one over 4,000ft–Camel’s Hump. Peak heights are very different out here than they are in the west. It’s hard for me to explain how that compares with a 14,000ft peak in the west.

The climbs and descends were intense. My legs are destroyed. We have a lot more of it to go still.
Tomorrow will be a long 20 mile day. The following day will be short, as we’ll be going into Stowe for resupply and will stay with one of Plinko’s friends.
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There are some people who just rolled into camp, and I don’t know exactly where they are outside my tent, but they’re close and loud. It’s 9:30pm and they just rolled up and are loud. I have become such an old man.
They’re collectively talking about how hard the trail was today. One of them said “this isn’t fun anymore.” I think it’s the group of weekend hikers we passed earlier.
Funny because today was one of the best days that Plinko and I have had on trail for some time.
One of them is now puking somewhat heavily. That part wasn’t expected.
She then said “maybe it was the blueberries that I foraged earlier today.”
I’m going to sleep.
I wish I had my keyboard and could write more.
Wormwood.









